Breakfast platter with mah gurls

After a big night out

The joys of living at boarding school

- been following my exercise plan!!!
- muck up day was so extreme omg. Poor year twelve's, they got everything taken from them.
- can't wait for the weekend!!!!
- I'm not going to be able to go home for a month :(
- I'm so pale, it's embarrassing.
- I really need to get serious about my studies.
- I need an epilator. Val epilated her legs and they are the smoothest things ever.
- the summer holidays are going to be so good!!
- just confirmed dates for China and Issy's

Health&fitness&wellbeing&shiz

Monday:
45 minutes spin class
Tuesday:
Gym or run
Wednesday:
60 minutes Rush class
Thursday:
Gym or run or bike ride
Friday:
Rest day
Saturday:
60 minutes body pump class
Sunday:
Walk or gym

Funniest.

Obesity

I seriously don't understand how our country can have such high obesity statistics when everyone is going to the gym or on a diet.

Hey Ho Hey

I know that you've missed me.

Omg I'm so stressed for the formal tomorrow

- where am I getting my makeup done?!
- what shoes am I wearing?!
- what jewelry am I wearing?!
- whose house am I getting ready at?!
- how is my tan going to look?!

22 hours without food

18 more to go. I am so hungry, all I can think about is how good food tastes. Hurry up and end now

Thinspiration:

Omg why can't my body look like that?

Come with me and escape

- dad's coming home tomorrow, I can't wait to see him!
- I went to the Zimmerman sale today and bought my formal dress. It was only $120!!! Barginz
- I also bought a bikini and some stripey bikini bottoms. Can't wait for summer
- I've officially caught up with all my school work.
-I've been doing ALL my maths exercises and I'm even one exercise ahead! Yayy
- currently doing my Eco cue cards on marcoeconomics
- I've successfully been on a diet for 6 days lol
- a couple of girls and I are going to do the 40 hour famine on Monday.
- just for 20 hours of service for CAS hehe
- I still need a pamphlet so that people can sponsor me
- I work so productively whilst listening to tayswifty
- I really need a haircut, my hair is so long and disgusting. It's not that the ends are dead or that it's unhealthy, it's just getting so abnormally long. I don't want to be the girl with the abnormally long hair.
- I need some shoes and maybe a necklace to go with my dress
- I hate the feeling of just realizing that someone is incredibly hot, funny and smart only when other people point it out to you. Personally, I thought that you were an arrogant son of a bitch when I first met you. But my opinions change
- the model UN conference is next next Tuesday. I have an alright partner, at least he's not some loser that shy at speaking in public.
- saw the year 11 VCE play on Thursday and died of laughter. It was so racist but so funny
- MY TEAM GOT INTO THE DEBATING FINALS!!!! AND WE WON THE FIRST ROUND AGAINST CAMBERWELL GRAMMAR!!!! I'm getting debating colours yayayayyyy!!!!
- bloggie is distracting me from doing my homework.

I hate being unproductive :(

I have done nothing this weekend except for watch friends and listen to birdy, missy higgins and taylor swift. Now, at 8:50pm on a Sunday night, all I want to do is kill myself for not doing my homework.
THINGS THAT NEED TO BE COMPLETED ASAP:

• English prompt essay
• German reading and writing task
• Maths exercises 13B-13C
• Write out Chemistry notes
• Finish Chemistry worksheet
• Music Mozart 4th movement analysis question

Thank God for no-doz, where would life be without it.

My dream formal dress

Too bad that it's $650 :(

Casual 4pm after school selfie

Miss you guys :(
Xoxox

Exeat

It was a much needed break and I'm so sad that it is over. It sort of felt like the holidays :( I slept from 11pm to 10:40 today, which was pure bliss.

I'm so behind in everything

- STUDY FOR THE FUCKEN MATHS TEST TOMORROW.
- do ALL theory exam papers.

Realizing that one can function with no sleep

ily no-doz, my life saver.

You're smelly

- currently listening to Taylor swift on shuffle.
- I'm pulling an all-nighter today to finish off unwanted homework before exeat.
-have I mentioned that it is exeat tomorrow? Yayy
- but I have a English in class response and a maths test when I get back on Tuesday :( nayy
- Val gave me some no-doz hehe
- apparently they are really bad for you but whatevz. I need to stay up.
- I did really well on my chem test
- so happy with myself.
- I went tree planting today for CAS. It was surprisingly really fun. Just giving back to mother nature, y'know?
- I have a conference on some philosophy thing tomorrow. No school, whoo!!!!!
- I need a formal dress ASAP
- and some shoes
- and jewelry
- an everything, really.

Being on bells gets me so nervous

I can't even sleep properly lol. I keep thinking that I'm going to ring it too late or too early. And it's so much pressure because you don't want the year twelves to hate your guts. Why can't we just have a speaker system like all the other houses?

I have a lunchtime concert tomorrow

And I haven't practiced my piece :(

Being a rebel and not studying for my chem test tomorrow.

Jks, I really want 80% and above. I've been procrastinating all day. :(

What I have been up to so far this month:

-I went to see Magic mike ages ago with Liv. And we happened to run in to some very sexy strippers while we were there.
- I went to see the school musical, which was amazing. Now I secretly have a crush on half of the boys in the musical because they all have such beautiful voices.
- Cross country dinner on Thursday with my xc gals. It was so sad, considering all the year 12's will be leaving and we have all grown so close. :( Meggy made a slide show and I swear I nearly cried.
- homemade lunches with Valli. We are just super cute.
- I went on a diet for 2 days and then stopped because food just tastes so good.
- decided to go on a diet again because formal is around the corner and I want to be skinny.

Craving like the fat bitch that I am

Crepes with nutella and peanut butter

Things to be happy about:

- I have no classes tomorrow
- the weekend is approaching
- I've done exercise everyday so far
- plus I've been eating healthily
-most of the time hehe
- I'm officially trying to be a pescatarian.
- I'm going to the gym tomorrow
- I'm going home this weekend
- Val and I are having a super lunch on Tuesday
- I'm seeing Liv this weekend
- I'm going shopping as well

Pos Ed day tomorrow

Which means NO CLASSES yayyy!!!! I can't wait to do Zumba tomorrow morning with the rest of my year level. I'll just bust out all my fab dance moves and show all the boys what I am made of.


Lol jkz

Delirium

Everybody read this book, I've been so hooked. The ending is so sad :(

Miss you babe

You need a fucken stylist

Seriously babe, maybe you should look in the mirror before you leave the house.

Lying in bed listening to my stomach grumble.

If I were to ever live by myself, where I had no one to cook for me and a limited supply of food in my cupboard consisting of: basil and cashew dip, pistachios, gluten free crackers, chia seeds and ABC spread, I would be unable to survive.
All I have eaten today is brunch and one and a half of the cookies that I made. For brunch I had 2 eggs, 1 piece of wholemeal, 1/4 of a tomato, half a hash brown and some spinach and mushrooms. I didn't even go to dinner tonight because I was so full after the cookies :( now I am regretting it so bad because I'm so hungry that I would even eat a hotdog. And I hate hotdogs!
Hopefully I won't feel the hunger tomorrow morning. I'm going for a 6 km run with george and Val around the tip. After that I'm going straight to music prac with Cec and then house photos. I'm not going to have time to eat breakfast :( oh well, I'll just have the strawberries at recess.

Mah hectic Sunday

I swear Sunday's at school are so boring. I did a bit of homework today, went to chapel and then spent a few hours in hermi- so exciting, I know! I baked cookies again with Val but the packet mix was a bit gross so we modified it a bit by adding extra ingredients. The end product was surprisingly good. The only great thing about spending the weekend at boarding school is hanging out with my girlies, drinking tea and just talking about random things.

I haven't blogged in a while now

I'm back at school and anticipating the next holidays already lol. These holidays have been so relaxing and even though I didn't get all my homework done, I'm promising myself that I am going to work super hard this term. The last three days have been busy and I will elaborate in dot point form because I hate writing paragraphs.

• I fell in love with salmon and have been eating it any chance that I get.
• Went for a 40 minute run on Wednesday and nearly died due to completing absolutely no exercise for the past 3 weeks. 
• Went to the gym this morning and again after school because I'm determined to lose weight that I have gained these holidays. 
• And plus it is summer next term.
• I can't wait for our Anglesea run on Saturday :)
• I started taking bio zinc to improve my skin and to keep my sperm count healthy. h3h3
• I've began taking all my supplements again
• Baked cookies with Val after cross country training for our maths class tomorrow 
• The cookie mix was amazing
• I'm on pantry tonight :(
• I am ushering at Carmina tomorrow night with Liv 
• I'd rather be doing my homework but I need CAS hours 
• I love the feeling of new shampoo and face wash. Mine is herbal essence and it smells like heaven 
• I'm feeling a little hungry so I'm going to eat a mandarin because I'm healthy and shiz

Fear

I'm scared of losing you. I'm scared of all the time that I could of spent with you. All the time that I wasted doing pointless things that I don't even remember. We're not even that close and that makes me so sad. I should put in more effort to really get to know you, because you're just so important to me and the thought of losing you is unbearable. I don't want to believe that one day when I wake up, you'll be gone and the comfort of knowing that you're there will only be a distant memory. All those things that I could have done, could have said. I just want you to see me grow up, to be there everytime I go and visit you. To hold my hand and comment on how much I've grown. To give me advice on how to live my life because you just want to spend some time with me. To tell me to turn down the volume on the tv. To read me the newspaper. I'm going to miss you so much and I don't want you to ever leave me. You've been with me all through my childhood years and I don't want to rely on photographs just to see your face, your smile.
I love you so much, don't ever abandon me please.

ily Legolas

• I went for a 11km run from Corio to Geelong today. Yay for doing exercise!!
• And now I have the biggest fucken blister on my left foot. 
• It hurts when I walk :(
• I consumed a shitload of food 
• but its okay because I'm going on a detox in the holidays 
• I should have written my English oral, but instead I spent the whole day in hermi
• Dnmed with Val after Cross country in her room while drinking green tea.
• She has the coolest room ever, its so big. I suggested that she should invest in some couches.
• Then we watched the Viccy secret fashion show 
• I felt so fat afterwards 
• I should have left then, but instead Issy and George came in and convinced me to have a Lord of the Rings marathon with them.
• It's such a great series of movies!!!
• We watched 2 discs for 4 solid hours 
• I have concluded that Orlando Bloom is the most beautiful being on earth
• George and I analysed the music that was playing in the background lol. Becuz we R musiK g33kzz 
•  I came back to the house at 7
• And now I'm procrastinating 
•  I NEED TO DO THIS ENGLISH ORAL.

Hehehe

Procrastination

Did you know that your stress can build up and can eventually cause toxins to form in your colon? This can then lead to weight gain and unwanted gases, which can also lead to unnecessary bloating in your stomach.
Interesting?
Very.

I'm fucked for my 2 hour Maths exam tomorrow.

Fuck paper 1. Fuck not knowing anything on the practice exam. Fuck getting less than 50%. Fuck doing higher Maths.

This weekend

Saturday:
-finish all chemistry practice questions.
- finish redoing all chemistry past tests/ chapter review tests.
- email mrs cling any questions
- memorize all economics cue cards
- go to cross country- 3.6 km run.
- play piano- fix fugue, sonata 4th and 3rd movement, excursion.
- go through important piece/ pieces being heard tomorrow.
- memorize barber and beethoven general knowledge

Sunday:
- write out cue cards for Bach and Chopin general knowledge
- do economics past tests
- revise over chemistry
- piano lesson

Bitch, plz

• Exams started today
• I had my TOK and music exam, they were alright. 
• English exam tomorrow, I'm so screwed. I was doing this practice analysis and I thought that the poem was about a volcano when it was actually about the insignificance of human existence compared to the existence of the personified mountain. lol. 
• I've been eating so much. 
• Debating about whether or not I should go to this 18th next weekend.
• I feel guilty for going because I have so much going on, but I really want to go.
• Fuck me. 
• So screwed for the 4 hour maths exam
• So screwed for chemistry
• So screwed for economics
• So screwed for German
• I haven't exercised since Saturday. 
• I can't wait until Friday, my day off, whoooo!!!
• Supper was so unnecessary.
• I can't wait until the holidays.
• I really wish that June would just fly by.
• The Frenchies came on Sunday, they speak rapid French to each other, it's so cool.
• I wish I learned French instead of German. 
• Ich hasse Deustch.
• Ich will nach Hause gehen. Ich will nicht in die Schule bleiben. 
• I just want to go to country road and buy everything, I never knew that they had all these cool jumpers there. 
• I'm craving the cheesecake that I had with Valli on Saturday. 

Some casual afternoon poetry

I Go Back to May 1937 (from The Gold Cell)

I see them standing at the formal gates of their colleges,
I see my father strolling out
under the ochre sandstone arch, the
red tiles glinting like bent
plates of blood behind his head, I
see my mother with a few light books at her hip
standing at the pillar made of tiny bricks with the
wrought-iron gate still open behind her, its
sword-tips black in the May air,
they are about to graduate, they are about to get married,
they are kids, they are dumb, all they know is they are
innocent, they would never hurt anybody.
I want to go up to them and say Stop,
don't do it--she's the wrong woman,
he's the wrong man, you are going to do things
you cannot imagine you would ever do,
you are going to do bad things to children,
you are going to suffer in ways you never heard of,
you are going to want to die. I want to go
up to them there in the late May sunlight and say it,
her hungry pretty blank face turning to me,
her pitiful beautiful untouched body,
his arrogant handsome blind face turning to me,
his pitiful beautiful untouched body,
but I don't do it. I want to live. I
take them up like the male and female
paper dolls and bang them together
at the hips like chips of flint as if to
strike sparks from them, I say
Do what you are going to do, and I will tell about it.

Omg

Dying of stress.

So I deleted facey from my phone

So I can concentrate on everything else. It's not really working though, I wish I didn't have internet on my phone.

Things I need to do after all my exams:

• GO SHOPPING!!!
• go on a diet 
• Exercise more
• Buy new things for boarding school
• Have a sad movie marathon by myself with Ben and Jerry's and Lindt macaroons 
• Catch up with people I don't see on a day to day basis
• Catch up with people I see everyday
• Study and keep up to date with homework
• Invite Valli over to go for a long run. Then make gourmet food and eat until we can't consume anything any more. 
• Go to the cinemas 
• Have brunch with Meggy at Auction Rooms. Cause we R indiezzz
• Maybe see Doris if I can be bothered.
• lol jks lub u beb
• Hang out with mum
• update the music on my phone. I haven't done this since last year. Pathetic, I know.
• Join a class at the gym/ maybe yoga as well?
• I will keep updating, but I have to get to class. xoxox

I'm not going to let myself go just because of this.

Why does life have so many ups and downs? Fucken hell.

I miss you too

Because we r soulsistaz

Best run today!

I went for a 8-9 km run at Queenscliff and it was so amazing. The view of the lake and the scenery really just determines how well you will be running. Love running so much :)

I'm such a chiller

- we won debating last night!!!!
- and I spoke for 5:35 mins and I improvised some of my speech on the spot. Yay
- I just had my German oral and it was not that bad.
- I really want to go home tonight and just miss cross-country.
- parent teacher interviews are tonight.
- some of the girls in my house are so bitchy.
- I didn't practice piano yesterday.
- just hatin' on lyf.

I lol'd.

You're really, really, really, sad.

Why would you even say that? I feel for you, for you and your sad life.

Oedipus the King

It's one of the three Theban Plays and it's so messed up. Oedipus kills his own father and then marries his mother and has 3 kids with her. When the truth is discovered, his mother/wife hangs herself and he uses her dressing pins to poke out his eyes. Lawlz. Even though it's disgusting and fucked, I still love the play. I actually love reading about Greek Gods and the dramas that were written during ancient Greek times.If I were doing VCE, I would totally do classics because its just so interesting. Fucken IB, neck myself.

Motivation.

• Write my TOK essay
• Do my Chem test
• Finish my work requirements for maths 
• Do my maths test
• Finish my German reading and writing tasks
• Finish my Eco portfolio
• Write up music proposal for Hungarian Folk music
• Do my theory homework
• Memorise general knowledge for Barber and Beethoven
• Finish answering Sophocles questions 2 and probably 3
• Chem homework, whatever that is 
• Play 100000 hours of piano
• Practice violin
• Do my washing for the week 

I think I'm getting sick.

I have a fucken maths test tomorrow and I've finished zero work requirements. I'm so screwed, but since I think that I am developing a cold, I'll just miss it on Friday. I'll probably tell Viv that I'm feeling sick and just stay in bed until period 3. But that means that I will have to miss my German oral as well :( okay, I'm going to go to period 1, German, and then come back in period 2 and tell Viv that I'm feeling sick. Sounds good. I've also missed my Chem test, which I still haven't done, which is so frustrating because I just want to get it out of the way. I hate school.

So sad that I have no time to watch Vampy D :(

Hey hey hey.

I have to wake up at 6:35 am tomorrow morning for some stupid run in Heidelberg. Wtf is wrong with me. Why am I doing this to myself?

_ _ _ _ _

I want to wake up and feel no burden; just that I can look forward to a day of doing nothing or absolutely everything. I want to have enough time to reflect on my life and actually be content with it. I want to be excited for something and the not feel guilty because I know that I deserve it. I want to be included. I want to see myself through someone else's eyes. I want to be able to achieve my goals. I want to live everyday to the fullest.

I hate the world.

I'm so stressed.

Yes.

4 da laffz

Memories.

Comparing photos from year 7 to now. It's freaky how I've known you for a decade now. You're alright, I guess.

Good morning.

- I woke up at 6:10 today and only played an hour of piano because I have an eco test to study for :(
- I love cross country, can't wait to do it today!
- I went for a 60 minute run yesterday.
- my legs are surprisingly not that sore.
- they were really sore last night though.
- wondering if I should enter this piano competition. First prize is $1300!!!
- not that I will get first prize lol.
- I really need to do my laundry.
- and change my bed sheets.
- I haven't done my chem homework.
- I haven't studied for my German irregular verbs test.
- we didn't get a day off yesterday. Even though it was Anzac day.
- we had a Anzac day service in the rain.
- stupid boarding school.
- I need to buy a flask, so that I can bring tea to class.
- I ate too much carbs yesterday.
- ew.

Baby you light up my world like nobody else.

I'm kind of obsessed with one direction. It's kind of a late obsession because I never really understood all the hype that surrounded them. When I first saw them and heard their songs, I thought they were okay but not amazing or anything. It wasn't until recently that I've started to realize that I'm kind of in love with them. Lol. My favourite one directioner is defiantly Harry. He is so cute! And gorgeous and amazing. Even though everyone loves him, I don't care, he is the best one by far!
The hottest one would be Liam. He is nice to look at. And I don't care what other people think but I think that Zayn is ugly.

Motivation

Tomorrow I'm going to be very productive.
I will not watch 90210 while doing prep.
I will not eat a shitload of crap.
I will not sleep in until 7:20.

I will wake up at 6:10 and go to music prac even if it is raining.
I will eat healthily.
I will revise for my eco test.
I will go to cross country training and actually try.
I will learn my German verbs.
I will go to my German convo.
I will finally start on my general knowledge.
I will try to not be so pessimistic.

Invisible.

Morning selfie

FML

I just can't be bothered with life anymore. I hate school. I hate winter. I hate the shit food that the Alliance people serve us. I hate the rain. I hate homework. I hate waking up at 6:10 every morning. I hate running in the cold. I hate having tests. I hate memorizing my general knowledge.

I should just drop out of school and become a baker. Then I can bake heaps of bread and cakes and donuts, and then eat them all while watching modern family. That is the dream life.

I don't understand how anyone can be anorexic

Food just tastes so damn good. My personal favourite? Hot jam donuts. Delicious.

I said that I was going to finish my maths work requirements this weekend.

I lied.

Is your heart taken?

I found the best bargains at the skin and threads sale today. Three tops from $80 each reduced to $5 each. And I purchased more Kora Organics skin products. They have made my skin so much better, and I absolutely adore the smell of the cleanser.

It's 1:21pm

So far I have:
- finished my chemistry homework
- gone to cross country training,which consisted of doing a beep test and going for a 4.2 km run right after.
- washed my hair
- played 1 hour of piano
- not eaten anything except for the banana and apple that I had for breakfast this morning :(
- made my way home

Now I'm waiting to go shopping and to go and buy sone food. Starving so badly.

Hot showers on nights like this.

I'm so happy that it's the weekend. And I can't wait to go shopping tomorrow. I'm just so tired and drained. Why am I still at school?

My legs are aching.

- I love cross country.
- it keeps me fit with all the runs, spin and swimming sessions we have been doing.
- I had a great catch up with lil today.
- the baroque music test was alright.
- I had two small yoyo's for supper tonight.
- and I'm still hungry.
- I need to buy a lamp.
- I'm going home this weekend. Yayy!
- why won't Mr Grave email me back with my approved article?
- I only played 2 hours of piano
- I haven't touched my violin since Tuesday.
- I need to memorize my general knowledge.
- I hope mum remembered to put in a exeat request for me.
- I'm going to play 4-5 hours of piano tomorrow.

Another thought.

Totally contradicting my statement of eating lots of meat, I actually want to become a vegetarian. I've thought about it for ages and I'm basically a vego at school, but I eat so much meat on the weekends. Maybe I'll become a part time vego? Lol.

I think I have iron deficiency

My hair has been falling out like crazy these holidays. I don't really mind because I have really thick hair and I kind of wanted to get it thinned, but not this way! It's so annoying. Anyway, I was talking to a friend today and she suggested that I might have iron deficiency. Apparently, when you don't have enough iron, your hair falls out. I don't understand how I could possibly have low iron because I eat meat quite frequently. Maybe I'll take some iron tablets? Or I'll buy this iron supplement that is also really good for my energy levels.

Dinner

Really should get started on chem...

So I'm back at school and I actually am quite excited for school tomorrow. I love my dorm, it's just me and kebs and some French exchange student, but she won't be here until exeat. I'm currently lying on my bed listening to one direction pumping from the speakers in the other dorm and debating about whether or not I should do my chem in my room or in my study. My dad is leaving tomorrow and I hope he has a safe flight. I'm going to miss the holidays.

The first day of school.

Was actually not that bad.
- I woke up at 6:10, feeling very awake
- I played 1 hour and a half of piano
- I didn't get in trouble for not doing any of my holiday homework.
- although I probably am going to get in trouble tomorrow for not doing anything for economics.
- I had the best lunch, a tofu sandwich, with Valli, Georgie and jaklina.
- Strings was surprisingly fun.
- I know, I'm a weirdo who likes playing the violin.
- I ate dinner while watching modern family.
- played a total of 3 hours of piano today. Yay!!
- had a pretty productive prep session.
- supper consisted of dip and crackers.

I think that I'm getting back into routine :)

Delaying the process of getting up because I don't want to go back to school :(

Today I have to:
1. Pack my bags
2. Do my CAS hours
3. Play piano
4. Attempt homework
5. Think about how screwed I am for school
6. Go back to school
7. Write a timetable

I miss my old room.

Even though it was a bit lonely in there. Here is a photo from the start of the year when I just moved in. It looks bare because I didn't put any decorations up yet.

Necessary

I need to: -finish my holiday homework - start on my general knowledge - not get in trouble in my piano lesson tomorrow - buy a dress to wear to the Clyde dinner - write an email to Macca regarding next Saturday's dentist appointment - pack for school - go for a run - make a timetable for next term - clean my room/wardrobe - go to the skin and threads/dion lee sale - buy kora skin products - practice a ridiculous amount of piano everyday - be healthy again

Things that I am dreading:

1. My piano exam
2. Mid year exams
3. Going back to school
4. All of the above

Why are the holidays ending so quickly?

It makes me so sad to think that I will be back in Corio on Monday night, sleeping in my dorm and going to classes the next day. These holidays have gone way too fast and I simply haven't had enough time to do everything that I wanted to do. Next term is a long one and it's going to be the most stressful term of all. Mid year exams, my last piano exam and the dreadful life of not having my own room is going to make me break down so many times. I just hope that I use my time wisely and achieve the best that I can. I can't wait until the next holidays.

After one too many cheesecakes

Study date number 2

I had another study date with Valli today and it was quite productive. We had sushi for lunch and then we went for tea and cakes after. We are obviously addicted to cheese cake lol

Went for some Japanese

Mum found this small Japanese restaurant in Chinatown. It's such a cute little place.

Pretty little liars

I know that I'm really delayed but I just started catching up on Pretty Little Liars and that shit is so scary. Fuck, the episode with the dolls scared the shit out of me. The guys on the show are sooo hot though. Ezra, wren and caleb Ohmahgod

Hi, I'm Nancy and I'm a shopaholic

I always have this urge to buy things that are expensive and that I will never wear. There are so many examples of this hanging in my wardrobe right now. Here is exhibit A:
Mustard yellow top from Zara costing $50 (I bought this in China for 400 yuan). It has a really pretty back but the colour is so awkward, I don't really know what to wear it with. Hence, why I haven't worn it at all even though I purchased it last year. This isn't that expensive but if it was from the Zara in Australia, it probably would be. Somebody please help me match it with something/ tell me how to wear this top.

I really want to watch the Titanic in 3D

I love Leonardo Dicaprio. Hate that bitch Kate Winslet though, go die in a hole.